The Sun Always Rises |
Do not call to mind the former things,
Or ponder things of the past.
Behold, I will do something new,
Now it will spring forth;
Will you not be aware of it?
I will even make a roadway in the wilderness,
Rivers in the desert.
(Isaiah 43:18-20) New American Standard
Bible
Fear
in the Midst of The Virus
“God,
what am I going to do? My savings are plummeting, and I’m too old to start
over. What about my bills?”
Though
I’ve made many mistakes along the way as there is nothing perfect about this
writer, I have walked with the Lord most of my life. That night, however, there
was no faith, only fear. Was it possible to find hope in the face of loss? While
wrestling with urgent concerns, I felt the need to remember a time when God
helped me. An experience from two years before came to light:
Late
one afternoon, tired and weary, I drove into my driveway. It had been a long
eight hours of driving alone across three states. After parking and unloading
the luggage, I later went out to move the car, but it wouldn’t start—the
battery was dead and I needed a new one.
I
marveled how God’s protection had been upon me. My usual habit when driving
long distances is to stop about every hour and a half and that day I didn’t
deviate from that routine. With all the stopes and restarting of the car there
was never any trouble. It was only when I was in the safety of my own driveway
that the battery died. Along with this memory, words of a hymn that I hadn’t
sung in years played out in my mind:
Open
my eyes that I may see
Glimpses
of truth Thou hath for me;
Place
in my hand that wonderful key
That
shall unclasp and set me free.
Silently
now I wait for Thee,
Ready
my God Thy will to see.
Open
mine eyes illumine me, Spirit Divine!
(Written
by Clara H. Scott)
There
were two things that gave me peace and hope through these words:
Glimpses of
truth Thou hath for me: A sense that God wanted to impart an important truth to
me.
Ready my God,
Thy will to see: Even in this dire time, He not only has a will for my life,
but He is also in charge.
One meaning of glimpses of truth and Thy
will to see soon became clear. I had attempted to write a blog for over a
year, but nothing worked. About a week after the above experience, I had an
epiphany. Maybe, just maybe, stories of others who have survived and thrived
might help some of the scores of people who are now grappling with harsh
realities—the birth of a blog.
Just
a Thought: Being able to recall the
words of a song I hadn’t sung in years was the work of the Holy Spirit, but it
was also a reminder of how important it is to consider what we allow to take
residence in our minds.
Prayer
for the Reader
Lord
It’s hard to hold on and believe when your life seems to be headed for disaster,
but I don’t know where else to turn for hope. Open my eyes to your guidance.
Please give me the grace to follow You and find your purpose and plan as I deal
with this unwanted experience. In Jesus
Name, Amen.
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