You are from God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world.
1 John 4:4 (The New American Standard
Bible)
A
New Beginning
I
can feel it in the air—fall is a commin’-- a season for renewal, and hope for a
better life. And yet, many are experiencing unwanted new beginnings because of
the COVID. The unfamiliar is unsettling. In the following story, Jack tells his
experience of standing on the precipice with a young man wanting to resist
moving forward. All names have been changed.
In
my work with a group of people with alcoholism, I struck up a bond with a young
man I’ll call Till. He talked a lot about that fact that since being a teenager
he’d been in trouble with the law. Finally, a judge realized Till’s problem was
the illness of alcoholism and sent him to this state-of-the-art facility with
the agreement that in order to avoid more jail time, he had to complete the
program. My last night to work there coincided with Till’s last night. By 5:00
the next afternoon, he would be free to leave. Knowing this, I was shocked when
he walked up to me and said, “I’m leaving in two hours. My brother is on his
way to pick me up.”
Though
taken by surprise, a strong feeling persisted that if I could extract a promise
from Till that he wouldn’t leave, he wouldn’t. With resolve to do what it took
I replied, “You can’t do that. You’re almost over the finish line. Don’t go!”
“I
can’t stand it any longer. I’m leaving.”
“Till,
man, think about this. In 20 hours, you walk out of here a free man facing no
jail time. This time tomorrow night this place will be a memory.”
“Maybe
so, but I’m not staying. My brothers on his way.”
The
conversation went back and forth. Whether to get me off his back or if he saw
the light, I’ll never know, but Till promised to complete the program and he
kept his word.
Jack
played a huge part in Till’s life. In wondering what happened to the young man,
I had the following conversation with Jack.
“Wow,
impressive. You helped to give Till a new beginning.”
“Truthfully,
for years I did take credit for this, but with time and, hopefully wisdom, I
realize that the knowing that he would stay if he promised and any sound words
of argument I gave were all empowered by the Holy Spirit. My part in this drama
was to be an instrument of God, and that’s okay. Wouldn’t trade the experience
of standing on the ledge with someone and talking him back.”
“What
happened to Till?”
“Don’t
have a clue. Never saw him again; hopefully, he took this opportunity and turned
his life around.”
“We
both know, Jack, that there is a euphoria with new beginnings but that joy does
not guarantee success. If Till called you and said, okay, I’m starting over, what
do I do now? What would you say?”
Jack
became animated and without hesitation, said, “I would tell him four things:”
1.
Till’s
god has been the bottle. He needs another one and I would tell him to ask Jesus
to be the Lord and Savior of his life and to seek after Him with the same
commitment he’d given to alcohol and all of the consequences that came with it.
Along with this new way of life would be other considerations.
2.
The pull of alcohol will be with Till for
a long time, maybe forever in some form. He would need to go to AA and learn
how to live with that problem.”
3.
Not to fear success. Till’s decision to
leave the program early is indicative of someone who identifies with messing up.
As much as all of us might want a better future, when faced with having to make
a change, often it’s easier to resume old habits that lead us back into the
known, even if it’s destructive.
4.
Carefully examine why he stayed in
trouble. Alcohol was the obvious culprit, but there were others. The fact that
his brother was willing to help Till leave the program early, told me Till’s role
in the family, and/or in the town, was to be the loser. We are made in God’s image,
so being a loser should not be anyone’s job. He was going to have to be willing to surround
himself with people he could emulate, maybe those who would help mentor him,
and those who wanted to see him succeed.
Oh, and then I would remind him that life is a journey.
When we get off the track and make mistakes, Jesus forgives; when we are
wronged, we forgive, but to get to the desired outcome, we must stay the path
and just keep on walking.”
Thought: Wow,
that was a sobering interview. Now I think, Fall is a commin’. I wonder
where it will take us?
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Philippians 4:13 (New King James Version)
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